Tuesday, July 20, 2010

Complicated

My left hand is quite pain.
Some more,
just now had cut my left hand's finger too.
Am I so clever? XD
Wrap book also can cut my thumb.
haha~

Recently,
I found that,
Family is better.
They are the one who always beside me,
ready to listen all my trouble,
encourage me and
support me.
They see my tears, comfort me.
I didn't means that friend are not important.
They are also a part of my life.
But,
recently,
something has change.
Temper? and so on..
Good or bad? I don't know.
Now,
I just feel like..
I'm stand in the center.
I'm worry I'll say wrong things.
I'm not a people who had 'two faces'
I worry my opinion will let them feel like
I'm such a person like that.
Human being really complicated,
especially their mind-thinking.
Sometimes will contrary to our expected.

Trouble

Just finished lunch - Pan Mee with Wei and Yin.
Quite trouble recently.
They are drop acc and take history.
All the management become messy.
The Acc tt is quite far for me.
I've license but no car let me drive.
No only that,
I'm scared will kick by Ah Jie.
I'm worried I not suit for taking acc.
So many thing need to worry.
Beside that,
actually I dislike ask ppl fetch me.
I'm scared.
Some ppl will silent also although they reluctant.
So, if I stop tat TT, what will happen?
and some more,
Eko TT will be start on this sat.
Another problem again.
How come always use other's petrol. (bu hao yi si)

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It's hard to guess what are other thinking.
and tired too.
Who can listen my misery??
PPL really very complicated.
Communication is a knowledge.
In this world, around us,
there are different type of ppl.
Some are scary,
some are good,
some are contrary to our expected.
How about me?

Sunday, July 11, 2010

12-07-2010

Finally 6RK2. At least still in account class.
But, am I really suit for account?
The feeling of scare is attacking me.
If acc teacher advise me drop it, what should I do?
I'm really very very scared.
I do not how could I walk in the future.

Would YOU walk with me?
Would YOU stand by me?
Would YOU beside me?
I know YOU WILL.
Because YOU NEVER leave me alone.
LORD, here I am.
I need you , all of my days.
I love you with all my strength, all my mind, all my soul and all my heart.

z.u.z.z.